I loved you before I met you ...

I can't wait to LOVE. I can't wait to tell you about how I like the way your face is crooked and how you have the most precious smile and I love your sense of humor and your choice of clothes. I can't wait to take care of you when you're sick and give you massages. I can't wait to leave you little notes that just say hi, or draw little doodles for you. I can't wait to do things for you that only a girl can do, like decorate a package for your mom's birthday or help you shop for your little sister. I can't wait to smell your smell, and tease you and joke around with you. I can't wait to be your friend. I can't wait to play in arcades with you. I can't wait for you to do something embarrassing in front of me, so I can show you how much I still care about you despite that. I can't wait to stay up all night talking to you. I can't wait to sit by a Christmas tree with you. I can't wait to wear a Halloween costume for you. I can't wait to go on walks with you. I can't wait for you to see me in a play. I can't wait to cook for you. I can't wait to make little crafts for you. I can't wait to do thoughtful things for you. I can't wait to daydream about you. I can't wait to make out in a bounce house with you. I can't wait to go to a terrible, ugly, disgusting carnival with you. I can't wait to sit in snow with you. I can't wait to let you see me in gross pajamas and have you still think I'm beautiful. I can't wait to ride in a shopping cart as you push me. I can't wait to feel beautiful and sexy again. I can't wait to put on perfume for someone again. I can't wait to go on adventures with you. I can't wait to survive the mosh pits of concerts with you. I can't wait to cuddle with you. I can't wait to show you off to my friends. I can't wait to play board games and card games with you. I can't wait to take silly pictures with you. I can't wait to go to IHOP with you at 4 in the morning. I can't wait to watch old cartoons and game shows with you. I can't wait to double date with you with Dayna and Ewan. I can't wait to be held by you. I can't wait to rest my head on your shoulder. I can't wait to have you rest your head in my lap. I can't wait for you to pet my hair. I can't wait for you to make fun of me and tease me. I can't wait for you to meet my friends and hang out with them. I can't wait for you to take care of me when I am sad. I can't wait to be able to help you with anything I can. I can't wait to go out with you while wearing funny clothes and wigs. I can't wait to introduce you to my sister and her boyfriend. I can't wait to meet your family. I can't wait to talk about politics with you. I can't wait to do little arts and crafts projects with you. I can't wait to swing on the swing set with you. I can't wait to go swimming with you. I can't wait to bake you cupcakes. I can't wait to write you lame joke poetry. I can't wait to miss you. I can't wait to fight with you, but still make it through. I can't wait to kiss you. I can't wait to hug you. I can't wait to hold your hand. I can't wait to want you. I can't wait to be wanted by you. I can't wait to love again.